I live thinking what can I do for others, I cherish the earth and nature, I value even the smallest of things that people do, because sadly, my life is quite a lonely one, filled with more pain and suffering that nobody can understand and I don't even want people to, I'm fed up of people saying "you're stronger than you seem" as it's not true, my friends keep me going strong... and they're not real life friends, but friends online, the only real friends I value, I would happily take a bullet for several of them...a hundred times over or more, just because my life isn't worth anything